You are God's child and God forgives your failings. The future he offers is one wrapped in his arms. Obedience? Yes, to his commands not his commandments. Loyalty is all he expects of us. Your courage is important. You are God's servants and soldiers. You will never die. You have wealth beyond comprehension in what remains of a broken world. You wish for a strong base? You have it. You wish for adventure? You have it. You wish to love and be loved? That too is yours. You wish to make a difference? That too you can do and are doing. What more is there all in all?